|Echo Lake Snowshoeing Weekend, Feb. 2013|
Don’t worry, this post isn’t just complaining about being busy, there is totally a point! But, these past two weeks have been tough for me. One of the hardest parts of graduate school (in my own opinion, and I think others would agree) is applying for grants. Grant writing is an art. You have to propose enough work that it sounds like you will get interesting results, but you can’t propose so much that the granting agency knows you will never be able to accomplish your stated objectives. Then, after you figure out the question you want to ask and how you want to address it, you have to tell the reviewers a nice story.
|The usual. Eva’ day.|
This is what science is all about really, and I don’t think many people realize it. Just like in many other fields, at the end of the day, I’m a story teller. Sure, I support the details of my story with data and I do my very best to remain objective, but unless I can convey why my work matters and how it fits into our current understanding of things, I’m basically wasting my time. Because, you know, lab and field equipment don’t grown on trees and I need someone to pay for this stuff. True story, I’m not independently wealthy. But, I digress. As the summer (and the field season) roll in, I’ve been putting all my creative efforts into writing grants and developing project that could eventually end up as chapters of my dissertation. The result of this, however, is me sitting at my desk for hours and hours each day reading, writing, drinking coffee, and repeating.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m totally academically stimulated (and slowly becoming some sort of zombie creature), but this time last year I was finishing up my MS and getting ready to head out on an epic summer road trip! In fact, my partner in crime from last summer, Meridith, is heading out again in just a few days. This summer, she’s solo traveling around Europe for three months. Can I just say how insanely jealous I am and how all of you should read her blog because she is beautiful, brilliant, and hilarious! At the same time, my little sister (who just graduated with a BS in Biology!) is about to head off on a two month adventure to hike the Appalachian Trail. Jealous again. Jealous, jealous, jealous! So, after stewing in this little pot of extreme stress (looming grant deadline) and mild (or less than mild…) travel envy for a few days, I realized what the heck my problem was.
|Rocky Mt. NP, Summer 2012|
I know I said this previously, during my very first eco-inspiration piece, but I think that it could stand some repeating: It is not enough to fight for the land; it is even more important to enjoy it (thanks Edward Abby!). So, as part of my New Year’s Resolution to “be a better person,” I decided to commit to making time for nature each and every month. And so far in 2013, I have totally succeeded. In January, all of my college roommates were visiting me and we went on a pretty amazing hike near Auburn, CA. In February I went to the snow. Over Easter weekend in March, D Lo and I took his cousin on an overnight camping trip in the Cache Creek Wilderness. And in April I went on an amazing hike with my Conservation Ecology class along Oat Hill Mine trails near Calistoga, CA (nerdy ecologists+volcanic pinnacles+endemic plants=great times!), and then the next day I ran my sprint-triathlon along the shores of Lake Berryessa.
|Auburn Recreation Area, Jan. 2013|
|Oat Hill Mine Trail, April 2013|
So why have I been feeling so mopey lately? Well, I think it’s because it’s been over a month from my last outdoor adventure. I agree with Wendell Berry wholeheartedly. I find peace among wild things, and when I’m stressed, I don’t make space for things that bring me peace. Silly really.
So, I just emailed a bunch of my lady-ecologist gal pals and tried to find a hiking buddy or two for this weekend. If no one can come, I’ll go on my own. Life gets busy, and I feel that after starting this program, it has become even more so. I can only imagine what it will be like when I graduate an get a real job. For this reason, I think it’s really important for all of us to actively choose to make time for things that we enjoy. And making time to be in nature will only strengthen your resolve to do right by this planet we are so fortunate to live on.
|Cache Creek Wilderness, March 2013|
Last Word: Finding a work-life balance is very difficult, and probably a life long learning process. I’m re-resolved to make time for the things that I care for. Especially being outside. OH, and less you think I’m a huge jealous jerk, let me plug Meridith’s blog yet again (http://www.alwaysascientist.com/). She is an amazing writer, and if you go back to some previous posts you can read her take on some of our adventures last summer. She might also be writing a guest post for this blog while overseas… stay tuned.
What do you think? What things do you make time for that bring you peace and fulfillment? Do you schedule in your “nature” time?